Existence

The cliche “What’s the point of existing” question. You know if I think about it, it’d be nice if I could just vanish from existence.

Nobody would benefit from me being gone, but nobody would be impacted in a deterimental way either.

Let’s take a look..

1. Work: I’d be replaced pretty quickly with a Junior person most likely. I have no institutional knowledge that would be impossible to replace or even any knowledge that is unique. I get left out of product meetings and new stuff like that, just end up doing grunt work. Not involved in any major projects or anything like that either.

2. Home: I live alone, I have no dependents. My neighbours don’t know me. My landlord could get a new tenant in fairly quickly given the location and could probably get more rent.

3. Social (?): I have no friends IRL. People online would probably notice I haven’t said anything after 1-4 weeks, try and message me, assume I just blocked them or am ignoring them and move on with their lives. There would be nobody who would be impacted.

I don’t wanna die or kms but if I was just dissappear I wouldn’t be opposed to it.